Monday, November 8, 2010

Once again....

ha, just got caught again.... but this time it was waaay worse. I snuck out with my dad's car to go across town, and I come back home forgetting what I had put in the trunk... a half case of beer, and a huge ass bong. My dad set his hands on me... again... i threatened to call the cops.. again... and now things are quiet. I tried running away, but this time with shit packed as if I were to never come back....
my mom found me walking on a major street... which was a dumbass move of me. FUCK!
i don't know what to do.... I want to grow up and make bank, and be somebody... but I want to live my life as well. I don't want to be living the life my parents want me to live. I'm sick of this shit.... I want to run but then again how am i going to survive? and I know my mom is already depressed.. me leaving might end her life... idkidkdidkdidkdidkdidkdk..... someone help me.. because i already prayed to "god" and he never answered.

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